Hollie Sharman spent 13 hours in an Accident & Emergency department, convinced she was dying, only to be discharged with no diagnosis. At 25, she had visited hospitals four to five times a week for excruciating chest pain, yet doctors consistently found nothing wrong. The ordeal wasn’t a medical mystery; it was health anxiety, a condition that trapped her in a loop of panic and isolation for years.
It’s a pattern that feels paradoxical: the more you check, the more you fear. Sharman, who now shares her journey on TikTok, describes the relentless cycle of Googling every twinge. “I was constantly Googling and using ChatGPT, every source I could get that could tell me what was wrong,” she says. After being told in the hospital that tests were clear, she’d return home, feel weak in the legs, and immediately search for “leg weakness heart failure.” The result? Another trip to A&E. Another 13-hour wait. Another false alarm.
The Obsessional Loop
Dr Kirren Schnack, a clinical psychologist, defines health anxiety not as a physical ailment but as “a constant worry about being seriously ill or becoming seriously ill when you are not.” It is an obsessional worry that hijacks the brain’s threat detection system. For Sharman, this manifested as “checking” behaviors: frequent body scans, temperature checks, and an insatiable hunger for online reassurance that never came.
The psychological toll was severe. Sharman admits to “completely disconnecting” from friends and family. She stopped replying to messages to avoid repetitive conversations about her health. Her relationship suffered similarly. “It got to the point that nothing he said would be the right thing,” she recalls. “How can you tell someone everything’s fine when I think I’m actually dying?” The anxiety didn’t just occupy her mind; it colonized her daily existence, turning mundane moments into crises.
When the Body Becomes the Enemy
Sharman’s history with health fears started in childhood. She remembers “making up any excuse” to leave school and stay in bed. The inflection point came on her 22nd birthday, where a panic attack in a restaurant toilet triggered years of chronic distress. Dr Schnack notes that some individuals with health anxiety take on the persona of the sick. “You may slow down your movements and stop exercising, you’re treating yourself and your body and mind as if you are already ill,” she explains. It’s a protective mechanism that ultimately becomes a prison.
One specific detail Sharman highlights is the physical sensation of adrenaline. When the body goes into “fight or flight” mode, the heart races and breathing becomes shallow. The brain, however, interprets these normal physiological responses as evidence of a catastrophic event. It’s a feedback loop: the fear of the symptom causes the symptom, which causes more fear.
Breaking the Cycle
Sharman was eventually diagnosed with health-related obsessive compulsive disorder (OCD). Recovery didn’t happen overnight, but it was fueled by a simple, constructive technique. She started writing down her symptoms in real-time—”chest pain, excruciating“—and then writing down the outcome at the end of the day: “I was fine.”
“And then next time I’d have it, I’d have something to read and I’d be like, but I thought I was dying then and I wasn’t,” she says. It was a data point against the brain’s worst-case scenarios. Her family and partner, who had been incredibly supportive, helped her implement these strategies. Today, she says, the anxiety “doesn’t control her life any more.”
Dr Schnack emphasizes that it is “responsible health behaviour” to check the NHS website if a symptom is new, concerning, or persistent. If a symptom hasn’t resolved within two weeks, make a GP appointment. But for the anxiety-driven checker, the goal is to break the loop of reassurance-seeking. “Limit reassurance-seeking,” Dr Schnack advises. “Set rules and time limits on how often you ask friends or family about symptoms, and stick to them.” She also recommends “burning off anxious energy” with quick bursts of movement, like jumping jacks, to help process the adrenaline and cortisol flooding the system. Grounding techniques, such as holding an ice cube or tasting something sour, can also snap the brain out of the spiral.
What Comes Next
As awareness of health anxiety grows, the next critical step for many patients is accessing specialized CBT (Cognitive Behavioral Therapy) tailored for health-related OCD. This isn’t just about managing stress; it’s about rewiring the neural pathways that associate bodily sensations with danger. For those still stuck in the ER loop, the priority is finding a therapist who understands the specific mechanics of health anxiety, rather than just general anxiety. The deadline for change is now, but the path requires patience and professional guidance.
Frequently Asked Questions
Is checking my symptoms online a sign of health anxiety?
Occasional checking is normal. However, if you find yourself compulsively searching for symptoms, using AI tools for diagnosis, or visiting the hospital repeatedly without a clear medical cause, it may indicate health anxiety. The key differentiator is the compulsion: you check not to get better, but to get relief from the anxiety itself, which only provides temporary reassurance before the fear returns.
How long does it take to recover from health anxiety?
Recovery timelines vary, but it often takes several months of consistent therapy and behavioral experiments. Sharman’s experience shows that building a track record of “false alarms” can help retrain the brain. It’s not a quick fix; it’s a process of proving to yourself, over and over, that you are safe.
Source: BBC Health
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